By Rae Franceschini
Have you ever been so nervous or anxious about a new job that you almost quit before Day One? I had been at the same job for nearly nine years when I decided on a complete career change. Twelve-hour days pared down to six; five days a week down to three. The biggest change was going from sitting all day to standing.
The interview went well, and my new employer and I agreed on the day I was to start. But now, a whole new fear gripped me. How well would I do my new tasks?
The job was in a cookie store. I had baked a lot at home and knew how to cook, yet this was different: two large ovens, three tall racks for cooling trays of cookies, huge tubs for dough, and on and on. It dawned on me that each day we would be making nine different kinds of cookies. How would I master all this?
Immediately, I became very nervous. It wasn’t long before I considered calling the owner to back out. Finally, as my fear peaked, I let my inner awareness surface long enough to say, “Hey, wait a minute! Give yourself a break. Put a little trust in your inner guidance; you might be fine.” I did stop fretting but wondered: Had that been my voice? Did I really believe I could do this job well?
By now it was late Friday night, time for bed. I set my fear aside and took a few deep breaths. I asked the Mᴀʜᴀɴᴛᴀ, the Inner Master, to help me cope with the days ahead and give me the inner strength to give the new job my best shot.
In the dream state that evening, the Mᴀʜᴀɴᴛᴀ took me to the cookie store. I knew it was late, but the lights were on and no one was there. In the dream, I started to explore the shop. I looked under the counters, opened drawers, and checked cupboards. I saw where all the paper goods were kept and the ingredients for making dough. I noted which supplies were kept in the walk-in freezer and how things were done. Getting familiar with the shop really set me at ease. I finished my night’s sleep peacefully.
What an incredible opportunity I had been given. I awoke early Saturday with a clear and total recall, and immediately thanked the Mᴀʜᴀɴᴛᴀ. For the rest of the weekend, I didn’t give the new job another thought. All I could do was my best, and after that, I could learn.
The following Tuesday was my first day. The person training me was really more interested in the fact that it was her last day. In her excitement, she reviewed my tasks too quickly. I watched and listened. When it was time for my trainer to leave, my other new coworker became nervous. Was she going to have to do all the work alone for the day, with me in the way?
I saw the dread in her eyes as I set to work, pulling tools out of drawers and running out back for ingredients. I asked her to make dough, remarking that as soon as she had it done, I’d start dropping the cookies. I continued to arrange things in the store as if I had already been working there for many months, instead of hours.
She looked at me and said, “How do you know where everything is?” I said, “Sometimes you just have to trust your inner feelings. Now I’m really going to need your help, if we’re to get all this work done today.”
We started making cookies, and a few hours later we finished ahead of schedule. She was surprised but happy to have me working with her.
I left work with the most wonderful feeling. Thanks to the Mᴀʜᴀɴᴛᴀ, I got through Day One and took a giant step in self-confidence and awareness.